Freedom From Spiritual Chaos: A Book Review of Discernment of Spirits

If your prayer life feels confusing or chaotic, Discernment of Spirits may be exactly what you are looking for.
Discernment of Spirits is Fr. Timothy Gallagherâs guide and commentary on St. Ignatius of Loyolaâs fourteen rules - or principles - Â for identifying, understanding and responding to the highs and lows of our personal prayer lives.Â
St. Ignatius himself writes that â[these rules are] for becoming aware and understanding. . . the different movements which are caused in the soul. The good, to receive them, and the bad to reject them.âÂ
St. Ignatius has articulated a spiritual âsystemâ for peacefully navigating our interior lives by being able to confidently identify whether, at any given time, âthe moodâ or disposition of our spiritual lives is stemming from âthe enemyâ or from âChrist our Lord.â Once we identify our internal stateâwhether we are in a state of âconsolationâ or âdesolationââand subsequently identify who is predominantly counseling us in that stateâthe Evil One or our LordâIgnatius lays out the path for responding to our internal state with appropriate responses that will always lead us closer to Christ.Â
While St. Ignatiusâ 14 Rules are timeless, he sometimes uses archaic or veiled references that could leave the modern reader at a loss. Fr. Gallagherâs book is a simple, practical and concise commentary that breaks open these invaluable rules for spiritual clarity and peace in a manner that makes them accessible to anyone, even the spiritual beginner.
My Dad gave me this book when I was in a state of what St. Ignatius would call spiritual âdesolation.â I felt far from God and I had recently noticed a pattern of confusion in my relationship with God. I was confused about how to know whether my feelings and thoughts were being guided by God, or not. Particularly when it came to any kind of negative emotionâ confusion, sadness, anxiety, guiltâI often found I was unable to know whether to accept what I was experiencing as something that was begin permitted or designed by God or whether what I was experiencing was a spiritual attack or a result of my own fallen humanity. I prayed on a daily basis and was close to God, but this sense of confusion and spiritual aridity could not be shaken.Â
I told my Dad all of this and he unzipped his backpack and pulled out this purple book with a regrettable cover design. He handed it to me and told me to read it. âThe author,â my Dad said, âwrites that this book is to help âset the captivesâ free.ââÂ
The introduction to the book itself writes that âthe basic message of Ignatiusâs fourteen rules for discernment is liberation from captivity to discouragement and deception in the spiritual life.â (p.6)
The integration of Ignatiusâ fourteen rules for discernment of spirit has dramatically changed my spiritual life and given me a confidence I did not have before.Â
Previously, I was often uncertain in identifying Godâs voice amid the highs and lows of my prayer life, and what the fourteen rules have given me is a peaceful, shoulders-back approach to knowing my Fatherâs voice and walking forward with what I need to virtuously respond to both spiritual highs and lows.Â
For context, it is also important to note that the Fourteen Rules specifically apply to our spiritual lives - our prayer lives - not to our overall emotional or physical experiences. Fr. Gallagher goes into great detail explaining how to make the distinction, for instance, between âspiritual desolation,â which primarily relates to our prayer lives, as opposed to ânatural desolation,â which could be a result of watching a sad movie or eating a bad meal, and therefore should be not be conflated with some deeper, spiritual movement.Â
While each of the fourteen rules are invaluable, Iâll highlight Rule Five.Â
In Christian contexts, you may have heard the saying âdo not doubt in the darkness, what has been revealed to you in the light.â This saying comes from St.Ignatiusâ Rule Five for discernment of spirits. Fr. Gallagher explains that Rule Five is a rule about when you are in a time of âdesolation,â a spiritual low. âSpiritual desolation. . . is the time of the lie, and its âwisdomâ is never to be followed.âÂ
Operating from Ignatiusâ principles, spiritual desolation is a âtime for fidelity,â rather than change. Fr. Timothy describes how, during a time of desolation, it is essential to hold fast to whatever God has revealed to you in past times of consolation and to actively resist the urge to question or abandon whatever insights or directive that the Lord has given you when you were consoled.
I have found this rule particularly helpful, because in the past I had often experienced spiritual desolation and then felt confused about whether or not my desire to question what I had been confident about in better times was coming from God, or somewhere else.Â
Maybe that wonderful thought I had in the past was just a burst of shallow enthusiasm or that spiritual gift was just me in a good mood, rather than God actually working in my life. Maybe this desolation is Godâs way of telling me that Iâm moving in the wrong direction.Â
But according to St. Ignatius, now is not the time to change. Hold steady, draw close to the Lord, and wait to make any changes until the sunshine re-emerges. Having the confidence to resist the spiritual chaos of constantly questioning what is or isnât the voice of God has given me tremendous peace in times of spiritual melancholy.Â
Spiritual desolation is always difficult, but the burden is made lighter when you have the confidence of a warrior equipped with what they need to conquer and withstand. Â
If you can relate to a sense of being pushed around by your spiritual âmoodsâ or unsure whether or not you know what Godâs voice sounds like, Fr. Timothy Gallagherâs guide to St. Ignatiusâ 14 Rules is an invitation into peace, freedom and spiritual confidence.Â
Iâm grateful to St. Ignatiusâway back in the 1550sâfor attending to the voice of the Lord and giving the Church these invaluable tools for drawing closer to the Lord with peace and hope. Throughout the book, Fr. Gallagher quotes a passage from the Gospel of Luke that sums up the gift of this book better than any other words: Â âThe Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he has anointed me to bring glad tiding to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim liberty to captives. . . and to let the oppressed go free.â (Luke 4:18)









